instead

lip stick

can i wake up from bed
with different thoughts instead
always to much in my head
feelings i dread
anxiety starts to peek
only comfort i seek
struggling with interpretation
with to much communication
it is an intimidation
not fond of my position
in circles of conversation
giving only frustration
and finding little solution
how to take action
for not only one situation
but also difficulty with transition
with no clear reason
always a complication
and limited space for correction
leaving less participation
even with no limitation
to my motivation
feeling incapable
my thoughts or feelings
hold me liable
wishing everything
could be logical
not much is reliable
holding myself accountable
wishing things were controllable

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