is it possible
or highly irrational
that my interaction is so terrible
due to lack of knewledge
between think and feel
does it become
harder to deal
and how do i know
what’s real
with never any planning
but with such misunderstanding
my behaviors
become so demanding
it interferes with relating
and with myself
constantly debating
do i fit in
plus where and how
do i begin
thought or felt
the whole process is so difficult

sometimes i can’t take anymore
it is worse now
then ever before
it wasn’t easy
when i was young
but with age
my exhaustion
and weakness
has begun
together i hope this fight
will be won
we’re a team
you said to me
i hope it’s still to be


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