walking out my door
i can’t do any more
nothing is for sure
there is no predictability
and never any certainty
nothing now comes easily
or goes smoothly
my only company
is the anxiety
that is trapped
deep inside of me
and won’t go free
between twenty and fourty
i had a family
and was a mommy
with more capability
now life’s majority
has such intensity
from the years recently
and now currently
yes, pathetically
and unfortunately
it had been consistently

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