and only my tears are falling

what could i say

strong i couldn’t stay

my strength slowly

drained away

i really tried

now my brain and heart

are totally fried

it was a good ride

now this pain

i can’t hide

thirty minutes ago

i only cried

when i know

i wasn’t going

to talk with you

this night was my fear

our arrangement was not clear

toolbox, skills,

breathing, mindfulness

now nothing makes no sense

and still in distress

all this time i put up a fight

just to collapse

in only one night

you really don’t need my sh_t

you definitely don’t deserve it

i really need to keep my distance

because you have great tolerance but this is relentless nonsense